and now it’s 4july, byebye to my tg, welcome to nothing. I thought i will know where we are going, in the end, they never announced, and i just looked at Akira and ._. and she ._. me back. HAHA. we were anticipating it for uber long, then i realise that i got the date wrong.
Can’t cancel out the high possiblity that i will start running back to tg, gosh, i hate that, bcoz i kept running back to my cg when i was in tpjc. Which is like really unhealthy bcoz i got so used to it. 😦 So the backup plan is to ignore, which is like not really good also:( aiyo.
ytdy I just realise A BIG FAILURE of us that we forgot to celebrate someone’s bday and siqin asked aman, and she said the bday passed alr. OMGGGG. BDAY PASSED ALR LEH, AND NVR EVEN HAPPY BDAY, omgg, i feel so baddd 😦 😦 we totally needa do smth tgt.
I never realised until ytdy when jiehui mentioned this sch works differently from other schools bcoz of the size of the group. And then it hits me how privileged i am to be in SMUcg for three months. HOMERUN!
It’s like a once-in-a-tertiary-time experience please.
It’s like how awesome it is that people go overseas for exchange trip, i feel like im in this cg for an exchange trip, but a million times betta for sure.
It will be so different in NTUcg for sure, a brand new dynamics. And what there was in SMUcg cant be found anywhere else bcoz its so unique:D
Thank God for this three months. Feels really grateful to be here. and did definitely help the transition from youth to tertiary, so much that it doesn’t feel like there’s much a transition now. It just feels like I’m just moving home, from central area to the west area. It feels comfortabe:)
Cleaned my BIG table on fri before gg off for eclipse, omg, it was so dusty i thought i might get an asthma relapse. thank God for GIF, makes cleaning a lot more pleasurable bcoz there’s the lemon smell. HA. Watching eclipse was good because after that, i get to sit at the front seat of shiwei’s car with NIGHT scene, that’s like even better than shopping in muji and more than words.
oh, and radio is playing california gurls now. HAHAHAHA. Fine, fresh, fierce, we got it locked~
yup, and it’s 4july, happy bday to akira’s wallpaper guy. i thought she was excited bcoz it’s america’s independent day, chey, it wasn’t!._.
I really diu fever, and recovered without eating panadol, how miraculous can that be. Awesome please.
It was a terrible night I must say, so hot and cold at the same time, I bet I was totally noisy but my parents didn’t say anything. so uber sweet.
Went to popular few days ago to use the ten bucks voucher on pens and papers. If only I can exchange the popular voucher to artfriend voucher, woah, i will fly. OMG, come and think about it, can i use the voucher in urban write? If can right, I will use all the money to buy from urban write man. urban write is another paradise besides made with love.
WELL, and that’s totally not the point. the point was that when im going to popular, i saw the poster about BE A GOOD CREATIVE, nanyang academy of fine arts design and media degree show. And the one of the guest speakers is Chris Lee from Asylum, OMGGGG, i totally want to go please!!!!! It’s on 28/5 though._.
3more days to ID conference:]
What if in morning when I wake up
Even before I fill my coffee cup
I said thank You
What if I look at the day and the hours ahead
And before I move forward I bowed my head
And said thank You
Oh I said thank You
What if I looked at my life in a different way
Took a little more time to stop and pray
I know it would change all the moments in between
So here I go
Thank You for everything
Thank You for loving me
It don?t even matter what tomorrow brings
Well I will sing my
Thank You for sun and rain
For what You give and take away
For all Your goodness I will always say
Oh I?ll say thank You
What if I lost everything that I had
I could smile and somehow still be glad
And say thank You
?Cause life is joy, life is pain
But the prayer on my heart will never change
I say thank You
Oh I?ll say thank You
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the lg watch is cool:D
personally, i love the pink one, because it looks as hip as the adidas pink watch. but my face looks weird with it, not my kinda colour, though its berry berry pretty.
the red black one is cool too, but i don’t have cool clothes to wear with the cool watch.
and i took the purple one, with white strap. hur. if only there’s a bling grey watch, i will take it with NO HESISTATION! hhahaa
the watch it like so uber cool please, can wear it along with the wristband that aman bought from aussie (since both are white). cool pls!:D
i’m getting bored at home, i’m like just working and waiting for interview calls, and yupp that’s about it. nothing much to do. And also preparing to get a new passport since the current one gonna expire soon. OMGG, passport are so uber ex, it cost $84. I’m not there to make it somemore, so plus all those air delivery service, admin fee and whatnot, GOSH, it will be $100plyus loh:(
yesterday was going hope resource during second service, so i took the time to read two books:D first was this Timothy Keller who wrote the book called the prodigal God . It’s apt, because it feels like a prelude to last week’s sermon.
As if it is like last week sermon teach this parable, and this week i read about this parable. HAHA.
then wanted to read the reason for God, since it is the same author. BUT THEN, OMGG, eh, the book super thick.
so skip. then got some other book. skip skip skip skip. wanted to find the book that say don’t want to be a couch potato, play church that kinda thing or just go church for the sake of going and be a name sake christian blah, aiyo, i think someone bought the last book. HA. nvm. skip skip skip.
then came across this book about ME. something something something wrote by someone. u know,the book is equally thick, and so many chapters, but nvm just read, because i think i can read the first act before my duty ends.
ohmy, it is so nice:D it is like the prelude for the content of the sermon last week! or is it a prelogue? well, because last week sermon was so apt, it is like to wake up the me that is dormant ever since i left school. When i left school, it feels like i left my lg too. feels like a receiver than a giver.
the first act is about identity and value. that everyone is different and u don’t have to be that of like Her, or like the That Puiwah, or whatsoever.
then the second act was about flow with the spirit.
❤ that book. because it feels like the guy is talking to me. easy to digest what he says too. it cost $20.90. worth the investment? I read 65 pages in that two hours, that’s consider fast since it’s in english. HA.
one of the guys from don’t know which youth group came and said, new book huh?
it looks new to me and i never seen before, so i said yar, nice book, interesting.
and he was like yea~ THEN he started singing who am I -.- (because the book title is “me”, so it’s quite natural to think that the book will talk about identity)
I totally wanna ROFL.
then, he walked to the reception and bought the book.
WAH SO FAST! ZHE YANG JIU MAI LE. then im tempted to buy too, although the fact is I haven’t finish reading the book vincent lent me-.-
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i totally love yesterday’s sermon because it was totally apt.
I think i slip into the elder brother’s syndrome without a hesitation or resistance.
I have become so uber critical that im indifferent about what’s happening already. like totally indifferent, I take it just like that, the intolerance in me was gone.
No wonder I felt nth when I was reading this book about intolerance when I was doing hope resource last week.
ohwell, time to change, before I turn into a lukewarm gross out person.
It is like a self-analysis teaching, makes you think, makes me evaluate for sure.
okay, today the flame is up again. Gotta remember to look out instead of inward looking.
feels more alive. nah, not only feel. I’m more alive.
okays, animal farm cost 39 bucks, should I watch?:) 39 bucks leh, can eat 19 plate of chicken rice, or 12plates of chicken rice plus sugarcane drink:(
omgg, i still havent add the booking fee! animal farm cost 42 bucks leh:(
watched victioria’s secret’s fashion show 2008. woahh, it was quite exciting, because fashion show with real live singers singing amaze me big time, BUT it got quite boring after some time. SO i decided to sms someone whom i know will watch fashion shows tooo.
yuppp, and she really did watch it. HAHA i know you well yo.
The trumpeters and singers joined in unison, as with one voice, to give praise and thanks to the LORD. Accompanied by trumpets, cymbals and other instruments, they raised their voices in praise to the LORD and sang:
“He is good;
his love endures forever.”
– 2 chronicles 5:13
don’t know how to do that, but haha, can grow yo.
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[selfcontrol] a lot of things i want to know, to be involved and help. But i know it’s sophron i gotta have, let God do his work, not i try to do his work. When I can help, it will come, and what i will do now, is pray.
[random] what Pete mentioned on tuesday was so true, about only the x’mas cards from your close ones really hit you hard. This year it really did impact me hard. Akira’s the first few sentence made my heart melt, what mell said make me teared.. i cried so badly in the bus after reading my shepherd’s card. Tried to control my emotions when i read calean’s card, but i started tearing when i read Joanne’s.
ytdy i called mell to keep myself awake while colouring the one million and one cards, and yea, i feel so touched that you are watching twilight with me:] I know it’s as hard as telling me to go and play with kids. HAHA. we talked about the primary school days, ohh, those days weren’t that bad after all, and you remember that i got 225 for PSLE, you got 227. WAHHAHAHAHAA
[what do i want] yea, what do i want? we always sing about we wanna meet jesus face to face. But i never wanted to meet him face to face, because i afraid that after i see him for long, i’ll get sick of it HAHA. But i do have a new understanding to meeting face to face. It’s like i’m preparing myself and the others to the best for the big day to perform at the black stage:] yea, that’s what i’m doing:]